Well, today marks the beginning of my journey; my journey to lose weight. I am tired of being "the fat girl". I've been that girl for my entire life. I have a gorgeous husband and kids and I've always felt like I didn't fit in with them. This picture is one of my body about two weeks ago. I love to eat. That is one of the biggest problems that I am having. It's more like an addiction. I'm trying to control it but it's not easy. Today, I tried a crash diet, which is horrible, but I'm so desperate. I can't be fat. It's not acceptable in our society. Fat girls don't get anywhere in life...we all know that. I remember how hard it was for me to get jobs and I believe that it had everything to do with my weight. I didn't work out today so I feel pretty lame. I have got to kill myself working out tomorrow. Last night, I worked out with a beautiful friend of mine and I just kept thinking...what am I doing here? I can't keep up with her! So, we will see how this goes. Thanks for reading my blog and feel free to leave comments.
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